I'm a bad motha

damn all i've been doing today are quizes. i suck. what a waste of a day off. i seriously need to stop eating these kisses. but fuck they're good. all i need is a good movie to watch and a bag of them and im set for the night. im thinking jackass, billy madison, and a little lotr. that's an excellent lineup i think. hmmm...well im off to play some online games. who wants to play chess with me? lol....pogo.com

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Nikki's Battle Imp is

Eaem

Backstabbing: 6 Dodgin': 10 Guts: 10 Magic Mojo: 8 Smackdown: 5

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My College Is:

BayPath College Students at BayPath College goof off a lot. The average student has sex 12 times a month. There are lots of frats and sororities. Booze is the drug of choice. The average GPA is 3

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You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p


What kind of kiss are you?
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My parents are getting me a new digital camera for graduation...any suggestions? I want the best of the best of the best foo

( I <3 my Mom )

eh vacation sucks so far. ah what a surprise eh? i think i might do some job searching. i feel bad asking my mom for money all the time. she rocks. i'll probably go down to stop and shop or big y...maybe geisslers. not sure yet. i really need money, meh

i wanna go to northampton tomorrow. the used is playin at pearl street. damn the world. hmmm...my dad will be getting a phone call from me ;P i wanna go to boston too and california, uh and nyc. hey if i had a job last year like i was supposed to i might have been able to afford a trip. damn i suck so much.

on a good note. i saw the riddlin' kids and allister on saturday. it was an awesome show. met some cool ass people. clint was sweet as usual. he remembered me. i gave him my sharpie and he gave me his pick and wrote i love nicole on it. ::cheers:: to him! i might go see them @ the webster with zebra head. allister was wicked good. i like them now. i would've bought their cd if i had the money. i bought a sticker and pin and scotty signed my bag. ha my bag is almost filled. i have autographs from wakefield, AAR, RK, allister, double think, and home grown. neat-o-rama! i forgot my digital camera. it sucks ass anyway

hmm for some reason i dont have too much to say right now. i think im sleep deprived. i've been eating too many kisses, i'm addicted...heh...heh heh i wanna another kiss. ah i am definitely the corniest female alive

another quiz, enjoi
A- Act your age? 17
B- Born on what day of the week? Sunday
C- Chore you hate? any chore...uh cleaning my room I guess
D- Dad's name? William
E- Essential make-up item? eyeliner
F- Favorite actor? don't have one
G- Gold or silver? Silver
H- Hometown? Westside
I- Instruments you play? piano, guitar <- I try
J- Job title? I wish
K- Kids? yeah my stuffed animals
L- Living arragements? my Mom and sister
M- Mom's name? Marcia
N- Number of people you've slept with? a lot...it depends on what you mean by "slept"
O- Overnight hospital stays? 2...I was a baby once
P- Phobia? the phone, failing
Q- Quote you like? It's a long one so I rather not
R- Religious affiliation? none...my Mom left it up to me to choose
S- Siblings? 1 sister
T- Time you wake up? weekdays: 6am - weekends: around 11am
U- Unique habits? tapping, I make weird noises :P
V- Vegetable you refuse to eat? PEAS
W- Worst habit? uh...I have A.D.D. so there's a lot of em
X- X-rays you've had? 1
Z- Zodiac sign? Libra


Right on! You're a true pot-head...uhhh, I mean,
Incubus fan!


Are you a true Incubus fan?
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You're "There's No "I" in
Team", you stick with your friends, go
around breakin' people's hearts, and make sure
you get what you deserve.


Which taking back sunday song are you?
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I now have a paid account, but I have yet to do something with it. I am the queen of procrastination

Ten reasons why everything sucks right now

10. allegies
9. I'm a sleep deprived youngin' (yes I said youngin')
8. head hurts
7. nose is running
6. body hurts
5. I need new clothes
4. I need a JOB
3. chemistry bites ass
2. my cat bit me, now I have this poofy whole dot on my arm
1. research paper season, blah

Five reasons why life is worth living...next week

5. sleep sleep sleep
4. Northamptom
3. The Used 4/22
2. Six Flags
1. SPRING BREAK!

I wanna go on a mini road trip...ya down?

eh, I just finished an hour long battle on ebay. Lissa and I are officially going to Lollapalooza...ehem with PIT seats. Go me. I am the expert on ebay. I bid $220, and with 35 seconds left someone outbid me. I was looking at my E-mail the whole time so when I saw I got a new one I knew. lol I bid again so fast, I didn't even think about it. My sister was behind me jumping up and down. Yeah well we won. I'm pretty excited. I finally get to see incubus live. No more members better leave or I'll be kicking some Calabasas bootaaay.

Well, that was definitely the highlight of my day...no week. School was OK. I was tired, but that's a given. First period sucked ass. I so didn't feel like being in English. Up until chem I was OK. eh even chem wasn't that bad today. Julie let me borrow her Glassjaw CD. It's awesome. I feel wicked bad because I usualy don't judge a band only after hearing one song, but I did with them. I suck. heh well now I like yet another band. Will this ever end!? Prolly not :]

hmm I'll update later. I must eat!!!

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

Hmmmm...according to this I'm extremely anti-social, and a perfectionist

hmmm...my weekend sucked pretty bad. Friday I went home took a shower and laid in bed listening to my creepy nature CD. I fell asleep until 6 when my Mom came home. she screamed at me because I didn't clean the kitty litter. so I hopped up and did it. got ready for my dad's and left. my sister stayed home and jen wasn't there so I was bored. saturday I volunteered to work at Khols. that sucked ass. there were too many people, and they kept asking questions i didnt know and then gave me attitude. i hate people sometimes. laura kept me company for the last half hour. remind me to worship her on monday. eh after working 4 hours I went home and then went to geisslers to buy some COOKIES! saw joe there. he was wondering where i've been the last few weeks. i love that kid. I went home and watched Red Dragon, but my mom and her boyfriend talked through the movie so I missed the whole point of it. damn them. then I took a shower and washed my hair which was retarded of me since we only had some cheap ass shampoo/conditioner left. needless to say my hair was poof. my sister was in the room tryin to bid on Lollapalooza tickets. my mom said we can go up to $150. cool. lissa was pissed because she wants the pit. i feel bad because she deserves to go. i wish i could afford the pit seats. that makes me depressed. I went to sleep after complaing with her for a few minutes. woke up only to find out my mom and her b/f ate my leftover pizza. so now i'm eating...a provolone and turkey sandwhich. its the best thing I've ever tasted in my life...besides smooshied peanut butter and jelly :]

school tomorrow. yay...I get out the house. i've never been this excited to go to school. this is freaky

my bed is calling. but first to the shower! up up and away

To be continued..

Today was MCAS day so juniors and seniors didn't have to go to school until 10am. I love MA...eh. I went out to breakfast with Sheree juniorasparagus and Shantaya chante1533. Good times. I need to start going out more. I don't hang out too often so whenever I do it's like a huge relief from all the stresses ::cough:: like chem. Yeah so we waited like an hour for our food and by then it was like quarter of 10 so we had to eat wicked fast. My eggs were raunchy. Remind me to never eat someone else's again (Taya :)! Well we barely got to school on time. Thankfully Mrs. Hildreth didn't mark me late when I got there. The bell rang like a minute after I got into class. eh school was OK from then on. Surprisingly there were no disappointments ::besides chem:: WEEEEE Julie jmdazed made me a sign cuz I'm cool. Guess what...I have a 99 cent special! Any takers? She rocks.

Took me a nap when I got home yo *woot woot* It was nice. Then my Mom ruined it. She comes in starting crap with me about laying on the couch and how she wants to watch TV in the living room (sounds familiar eh?) Yeah so I got up a few minutes later only to find her asleep in her bed. Ha all that for nothing. She totally loves drama in her life.

I watched LOTR again today. I <3 analyzing that movie. hmmm which reminds me...my sister is reading the Hobbit in English so I decided to share something very important to me. Something that helped me pass English every year. I introduced her to the all-mightly cliff notes. Yes my friends...sparknotes.com is the name. As a frequent none reader of school choice books I am proud to be able to pass this down to her. She'll thank me one day for she is exactly like me.

Blah I have so much energy right now, but nothing to do. ( Boredom )

I want chocolate! Ah snickers. Ooh my Mom has those Cadbury eggs...I think I'll snatch some <3

I went to bed early last night so I could wake up and finish my chem lab. My mom had her boyfriend over for the 5th night in the row so of course I couldn't sleep with them talking so loud. Sometimes I wish she would worry about people other than herself. Yeah she needs a life and needs to get out more blah blah blah...but I need to pass this year, and I seem to be doing it without any help from her.

Oh, some good news...I'm failing chem. I hate that class so much. It's the epitome of all things evil. Who the hell cares how mixtures ionize! I sure don't. I want nothing more to do with this class. Period.

meh I have a paper on Frankenstein to write. I really don't look forward to it. Heh at least there aren't any criticisms. They make writing so much harder.

Today I missed lunch so I could go to the library and print something for my sister. Now I'm hungry and there's nothing in this effing house to eat. I ate some peanut butter. mmmm good stuff.

weeee Hot Hot Heat next week. I'm excited! It's been so long since I've been to a show. Oh and I don't have to be in school until 10am tomorrow because of MCAS! score! I might go out to breakfast. damnit, but I still have chem. Somebody shoot me please

Fall into my empty soul
I draw you closer to my pain
You ask me why I feel this way
Why I can't cry
Why I live my life in vain
Can it be so simple
So easy to drift away
Away to that place
Where frowns only exist in movies
Why is it so hard to keep my head up high
To show the world that I am fine
But not fine enough to go on with life
To live up to my expectations
To forget my failures
Now I've let myself down by choosing to lose
By choosing to dwell on the unchangeable
Delude the unthinkable
And arouse the unspeakable
I am a mere nobody
But as I think about how it could be
How it would be, how it should be
I tell myself in time it will be
By falling out of this unknown denial
I will soon draw you closer to my smile

I hate life.

I went to a pet store, started crying, accedentally elbowed me my Mom in the stomach because I didn't see her behind me, now she acts like she hates me. heh just what I need. I told her I was going to kill myself and guess what her reply was..."Why are you trying to stress me out?" Think about that...

Good Night :)

eh I'm wicked bored. I wanna break something...go on a violent rampage. Who's with me? hmm I think need to get out the house, but the weather is making me sleepy. Fuck that I'm not tired. I am going to the mall then Walmart in like an hour. My sister is buying a djembe drum and I'll probably get a CD or something. uh yeah...I think I can try picking up a job application while I'm there. I'm a jobless loser! ::laugh out loud:: my sister thinks she can gauge her ears today...ha I laugh at that

OK I think that was enough rambling for now.